Friday, December 28, 2007

sexo, mentiras e videotapes

amor, verdades e memórias

...pouco importa o que fica em "registros oficiais", públicos ou não, ...imagens, palavras, sons... são tão manipuláveis quanto podem ser manipulantes, (claro, sabemos disso, ainda mais quando se trabalha com isso, ...em arte, a boa articulação dos signos é o que possibilita a transmissão desejada... e esse "boa" nem sempre significa de alguma qualidade tida por superior ou mais aceita, nem mais correta ou mais surpreendente, ...nem mais natural... é uma medida um tanto imprecisa e mesmo assim, difícil de acertar, mesmo de raspão, ainda mais em cheio!!! ...bem, isso "se estivermos falando sério" né? vishh desvio muito grande!!!) assim... só importa mesmo o que se sente, e esta sim é a única verdade, não se consegue 'mentir' um sentimento pra si próprio!* ...somos muitas instâncias e fatalmente uma delas sempre soa o alarme da 'auto sinceridade interna', esfregando por dentro a verdade na nossa carne, ...mas como só dói na alma, dá até pra disfarçar dos desatentos ...wow!

...e o que fazer quando tudo está 'na mesma' mas... completamente diferente? ...Logun Edé com astúcia de caçador e paciência de pescador dá uns caminhos... e as montanhas e os rios de Lao Tse também... hmmm... well, enquanto isso, fico aqui lembrando do duchampiano "princípio da contradição" , observando as mais alarmantes e engraçadas contradições minhas e dos outros... no que se vive, nas coisas que acontecem, coisas que se vêem, coisas que se observam ...em verdades incongruentes, mentiras encaixadas, confissões inconfessáveis, nas verdadeiras memórias, nas mentiras falsas, ...ou nas sinceras, histórias, histórias e mais histórias... aliás, como ouvi histórias nesses últimos dias... desde a atualização de fofocas às mais bizarras opiniões sobre isso, aquilo e aquilo outro... (e esse período de natal e de festividades pré-programadas é muito rico em fofocas familiares, especialmente sobre os entes ausentes, ...não gosto nem de imaginar o que devem falar de mim em minha ausência AHAHAHAH)

...ok, ok, ...tudo bem, vamoaê... como um velho marinheiro, tentando manter a calma dentro da tempestade, ...e acima de tudo tentando confiar nos próprios sentimentos e instintos para conseguir alguma quietude no coração e na mente para enfrentar o que deve ser enfrentado... mesmo sendo tentado por todo tipo de provações (ou seria: sendo testado por todo tipo de provocações hehehe) ...mas, no fim, confiando (pois é!) total e cegamente no que sinto e, fazendo pouco ou nenhum esforço pra "tentar entender" o que sinto, ...e nem o porquê ...apenas sentindo (mas poucas coisas afinal têm esse poder de nos fazer "parar de pensar" e passar a "só sentir") (e fazê-lo por opção, além de ser um exercício dificílimo, é uma decisão corajosa em prol de algum desejo de ligar deliberadamente o "botão-do-foda-se" e mergulhar realmente aonde se quer...) (mas... "é preciso estar atento e forte") ...procurando estar sempre pronto para viver o que há para viver... fazendo as escolhas, pois afinal, é sempre disso que se trata... ESCOLHAS, já que as possibilidades são sempre tantas... e, na aparência, praticamente ad infinitum...

é isso! a verdade interna é absoluta, é comum a todos e qualquer pode saber da sua, tem livre acesso à essa voz... aceitar ou não o que ela diz ...É escolher ...sei bem onde gosto de atracar o barco, ...sei onde está amarrado meu coração, ...sei a quem quero amarrar ...sei do que sinto falta, de quem sinto saudade, quem me toca, a quem toco, com quem quero estar, com quem quero ir seja pra onde for, ...por quem dou fácil a vida sem nem me questionar qualquer por que... e etc, etc, etc... e baboseiras mil ...oh lord! hehehehe ...porque sim, ora!!!

*mesmo que desejado, esperado ou semeado, ...não se cria, ...brota por si!

Monday, December 17, 2007

yet on 911 and so on...

to get deeper

'no planes' vs 'truth movements'

...once you dare to unveil something that was hidden behind it, or when you step inside some kind of room that you were not allowed to enter, and you see things that you couldn't see before, and then you find that all the road you've been walking to get here is full of bullshit and lies of all sort, coming from all sides, ...and you get aware about some plots, treasons, scams, cover-ups, conspiracies, lies, brainwashings, misdirections, etc, etc, etc... then suddenly, it gets hard to believe in anything you hear, and you become to distrust any sort of information, ...but then you must stop, start to think for yourself, and try to believe in what you think... to escape from the paranoid option (we can think that even this can be pushed on purpose to your mind, plus the fear you've been put in all this time), ...anyway, i was confused already through this kind of thinking when i first heard about the 'no planes' theorists... and my first thought was: "it's surely an infiltration to weak down the truth movements" ...and i did not give a shit to it at that time, but fortunately they've been insisting on their theories and then, youtube became full of this stuff, ...i must confess i first watched some of them with a charge of preconception in my mind, always thinking "they are part of the plot" (and, in fact, the 'no planers' are dividing some 'truthers', both sides are even wasting much of their time fighting against each other, what is not good at all to anyone* but oly to the perpetrators themselves) ...but there was one thing they were saying that happens to match precisely to something i always thought about (specially that CNN image) of flight 175... planes are such a very delicate hollow structure with no crash rate, they can't crash and "survive", they can't pierce a building as we saw on television, and besides, a steel/concrete building DO NOT eat planes, ...an aluminum plane simply CANNOT penetrate this kind of building... well, the rest of this story i've told already at many posts here in this blog, the socialservice's "september clues" was the turning point, and the Genghis' "911 flatline" is another fucking nice work into the same direction... and i think that some sentences can better define my position: "i don't believe that any (jetliner) plane hit any building that day" ..."i'm sure that no plane has crashed to the ground in Shanksville" ..."it's quite obvious that no plane hit the pentagon" "there's no al-qaeda leading the atacks" ..."perhaps, there's no al-qaeda at all, ahahah" ..."the mainstream media is selling lies about it all" ..."i know they (the mainstream media) faked many images of the 2nd strike, and that they sold them to us as it was true" ...and then i have some questions to think about... if it (the planes hitting the buildings) was true, "why should they re-edit the original material aired those days?" and "why are the networks archives so different from the tapes recorded directly from the original transmissions?" and on another issues... "why did they erase all the reports and comments about building 7, and why the same happened to the material about bombs and explosions inside those buildings?" ...well, and i'm talking just about some images... and not about who is behind, the reasons, the plot itself, etc...

...what to fight for? what's the point?

i think this fight between no planers and truthers could stop at once, right now, if the egos and personal ambitions were set apart... cause, for instance, i don't care if Dylan Avery is deluded or not about the existence of planes hitting the buildings, and i don't care if he wants to be a Hollywood director in his near future ahahaha ...but i do care when he points through his "loose change" to some truth (or at least he shows us some sold lies) about what happened that day and the mainstream media simply do no show... i don't care if Genghis6199 is misleading us or not (and please man, i don't think you are, and you're are doing a nice job), neither if he's right or not about the very existence of real planes hitting the buildings, but i do care when he shows clearly that the media impudently lies to us! ...the same way i listen to anyone who have something that can be interesting to my own research to reach the truth, and that's why i listen to Nico Haupt, Jim Fetzer, Steven Jones, and many others ...without getting pissed off if they don't share my own opinion about those facts, and that's why i watched to the "Ring of Power" (that i recommend as a MUST SEE documentary) despite the fact that they (presumably) believe there were planes flying through those buildings, cause it's not the point, ...whatever, ...i know the media lies, i don't care if they showed us fake planes, it's exactly what i would expect from that liars ahahahah, and the very point is: ...WHO IS BEHIND IT ALL??? ...and then we come to what i want to say today: we must seek the truth, but it can come to us... maybe in small pieces, ...maybe from the less expected side, ...maybe from a lie, ...and well, today, watching to this documentary, i learned a little bit more about this "new" "holy trinity" ...not that christian trio, but this Vatican/London/Columbia unity... and about this new meaning and spelling for the word: god, GOD, G-d, whatever...

G
OLD, OIL and DRUGS

i'll post (asap) a nice "true holy trinity" icon that i've found today, and i'm pretty sure it represents something really near to the very truth, ...this awful reality we live nowadays... at least WE MUST DENOUNCE THEM, to show that we're not stupid as they believe we are!!! are we?


Saturday, December 15, 2007

zeitgeist

everyone MUST SEE this movie!!!
todo mundo TEM QUE VER este filme!!!

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Sunday, December 09, 2007

na pressão...

pós-primaveril

a pressão... (ou pressona?) na persona...


chuvas que vêm...

de verão, (de verinha?) de verona...

deverão retecer...

mais reticências...

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Thursday, December 06, 2007

the mainstream SYSTEM

o sistema...

i do not watch to TV programs or TV news of any kind anymore, and pretty much less to entertainment programs, blearrgh!!! ...and it's been a long time since i quit... hehehe a friend of mine, who lives in the woods and does not watch to it as well, said to me, some weeks ago, that every single time he looks at a TV set he gets really scared about the appearance of those people on the screen, and that they have a different kind of skin, color, textures, expressions, ways, ...as they were all sick, or as they were really monsters without even notice it... and i told him that i have exactly the same sensation when i look to them, i feel them as something "ugly" (and it's hard to me to think about anything as ugly, because i have the tendency, maybe because i'm an artist, or because i have something like "artist's eyes" or an "artist way" of looking at things, whatever, but even on those things that seems horribly ugly to "normal civilians" i can see the beauty "behind" it's "ugliness mask" and sometimes i feel the ugly mask itself as beauty... and i can really see those things as beautiful, ok?) ...but in this case, looking at a TV set, almost everything seems ugly to me, ...or at least they appears to be really "bad taste(ful)" things hehehehe, sorry for that people, but that's the way i feel it... uuhhh... but recently i was "forced" (by myself to be honest, and just because an actress that i love is working on it) to watch to an entertainment TV show (oops! and to be very very honest, i watched to this show through the youtube and not through the TV system itself, but it doesn't fucking matter anyway ahahahah, it's the same program, at last, and i watched to it!!!) ...uuh... it's called O SISTEMA, by Fernanda Young, Alexandre Machado e José Lavigne ...and it seems that Selton Mello is involved pretty further than "just" as an actor... ok, alright let's go... uh, my very first impression at the very first minutes was... OMFG! it's pure shit! ahahaha ...scarcely touching anything deeper or interesting that the subject could lead us to... conspiracy theories, big corporations, revolutionary groups, surveillance systems, etc... but come on marquito, it's just a TV show, a comedy, its entertainment, what the fuck would you expect*??? uuh... well, i've tried to get some popcorn, take some blue pills, sit down, laugh a little and have some fun, ...it's possible, we can have some fun, with all those great actors there, they are funny, that was a good casting job... but quickly i was paying attention to production details, to the script, and started to detect the moments when they started to beat around the bush, padding it out, kinda lost... wow! ...and i would never expect an infra-sub-under-produced show (it seems they are saving funds, doing a low quality production, despite the fact that i know that even though it always means lots and lots of money. as it was, and still is, announced as "the new rede-globo's super production", but...) expending just enough to convince the public that it's the best of the best at Brazilian TV shows, with their glitter effects and silver walls, "amazing" scenarios, that fake super computers and incredible LCD and plasma screens, star-wars-wannabe-doors, some good after effects, ...and some smoke machines and dry ice effects too, etc, etc... not to mention that i have read from some "critics" and from some comments about this show... hummm... things like: "intelligent humor is back to Brazilian TV", "when will we have a second season?" and so on... wow! sometimes i think that their strategy became as simple as that: make the worse of the worse most of the time, and then you make a bad (= little bit above the very bad, ahahah) show and it will seem as the best, ok? (and the worst thing to think is that it may really be the best we have heheheh ok ok maybe i'm just kidding here, i know they can do good things, i can remember that i liked a lot the show, that even became a nice movie, "o auto da compadecida" but then... uh we're are talking about an Ariano Suassuna's story, with Guel Arraes and the same Selton Mello at their best, and so on ...well, nowadays 10 years or so, sounds as ages ago... another time and nothing to compare, ok, but* that's what i would expect! ...or perhaps something like the Jos Stelling "the illusionist" film, a comedy as well but despite how much we can laugh it's an ironic, serious and acid criticism to the psychiatrist health institutions) ...and at last it's, as always, the system working normally as the system, within the excuse of being an entertainment comedy show it keeps it's real function of distracting and misleading the people to points very far from the real points that could be any matter of real thinking... thus with the "rebel label" put on the characters it seems to be denouncing things, showing the truth and revealing things the way they really are, exposing the system, etc, etc, etc... but it actually leads, at least, the unaware, distracted, dumbed down and entertained mushed minded public to conclude that conspiracy theorists are all crazy, flying saucers believers, fairytale believers, nuts... and it leads "us" to think that any conspiracy theory is insanity, stupidity or crazyness!!! ...and as always they're doing a very good job! aaah, ...and turning "the evil", "the bad guy", the great perpetrator of all conspiracies into that ridiculous character it also does a fucking nice job to make us not mind about the real existence of such a person or such group, a "real Katedref" (probably Katedrefsky ahahaha) on the real "control panel" of this giant chessboard called earth, where we live (or just survive?) and where they play on, their own games, taking some oil here, some country there, killing some leader over there, eating some small companies here, killing some people anywhere they want and "need", to keep carving their path to their ultimate goal, that final globalization, the one world, and the new world order, with one government, probably one religion, one currency, one army, one winner, one fucker!!! ...and they're using us people as less than pawns... wake the fuck up!!!

About media corporations and brainwashing

"Using fear and the threat of insecurity to manipulate the people, corporate media, in bed with government, over the years having become the mouthpiece of government control, unleashes a barrage of propaganda, in images and pro-war commentators, to arouse in the population the false sense of security that justifies military action. This way, debate is silenced and dissent is disappeared on the airwaves as once again the corporate media, the gatekeepers of information, allow us only to see and hear the point of view they want us to incorporate into our psyche. Voices of reason and of intelligence are ignored, banished from imparting important thoughts of wisdom, thus making it virtually impossible for the population to ever know there are other options besides the horror of war.
With corporate anchors, journalists, reporters, commentators and executives pushing into our homes an exclusively pro-war, jingoistic viewpoint, blitzkrieging us with their propaganda-laced images and opinion, over months of constant threats of fear and insecurity, denying the public from ever seeing or hearing truths and realities, it therefore becomes rather easy, with a population addicted to television viewing, to mobilize a nation for war. With the marriage of government and corporate power, truth disappears just as much as falsity prospers. With both entities profiting from the spoils of war, it is in each other's best interest to work together to disseminate the seeds that will invariably spawn the rebirth of a dormant war culture.


Once again the system is at work, knowing how easy it is to control the minds of a dumbed down population that has been well trained, and some might say socially engineered, to never question authority, never think outside the box, never seek accountability and never think for itself. Easily manipulated, millions of people are conditioned to believe, from a very early age, that anything emanating from television is sacrosanct. Thus, everything they watch is reality and anything they hear is truth. Anchors and reporters become trusted personalities voicing reticent opinions whose veracity are seldom, if ever, questioned.

It is designed to manipulate and control at once, transforming the population into a sedentary herd of sheeple who never question what is told them. Over the years millions of citizens have used this most dangerous drug to escape lives of frustration, unhappiness, desperation, depression and loneliness, never realizing that with every hour they watch, with every show they are glued to, with every channel they surf their minds are turned to mush, becoming conduits of ignorance, molded into muscles in desperate need of gossip and sensationalism, no longer thinking for itself.

The Establishment has perfected its machination of propaganda, creating the realities it wants into society, forming whatever truth that will be of the greatest benefit, not to society, but to itself. Whatever reality it wants to create and disseminate is quickly absorbed by a population eager to feed off the mammary glands of television. The Establishment, the corporate world and government have for years told us how and what to think, how to act, who to obey and where to follow, condemning our minds to obedience, our lives to conformism and silent acquiescence."

i just can't remember the origin of this, ...and using "god's" way to find it, ...ahahahah, "he" led me to my own blog (as i had posted it here before ahahahaha) and to an "anime download and/or anime watching site" ...omfg!!! anyway, i like what is said, i have it at my archives and it was about the things and thoughts i want to write about, so...

About 911, Zionists, PNAC, 2008 elections, tv lies, mainstream media, Ron Paul, etc...

"I did not want to have to believe that the Zionists were deeply involved in orchestrating and carrying out 9/11 but that is what the evidence shows… …REPEATEDLY and conclusively. I’m not likely to get very far as a writer and a recording artist for publicly saying this but the truth is more important than my career as an artist or whatever reputation I may or may not have. Regardless of how damaging it may be for me to say the things I say in terms of my life’s work I would be just like every other sold-out, fear-based coward if I just played the game and went along with the program. I’m not going to play the fucking game and go along with the program and you shouldn’t either. That is a BIG part of the problem. It’s all of our little greed’s and fears that allow the big fears and greed’s to prosper. We turn our heads more often than we should.

I do not like having to say the things I say but someone has to say them and I’m not the only one. The amount of disgusting lies that are perpetrated daily must be addressed. People need to know that the Israeli soldiers WERE NOT captured in Israel but on Lebanese soil. People need to know that they were all set up to attack before it even happened. People need to be told they dropped around a million cluster bombs in Lebanon AFTER peace had been agreed on. Direct evidence proves this and it proves a great many things to be otherwise than what is spewed and spun every day.

People need to know about Myanmar’s cozy relationship with oil companies. People need to know what China is up to in The Sudan. People ‘have the right to know’ about what is going on. The media is real keen to use this ‘right to know’ excuse when it comes to the pathetic lives of the Lindsey Lohans and Paris Hiltons in this paparazzi age but they swerve right around the truth or just make it up when it comes to the important issues. Mainly they feed you swill because they consider you a lower life form.

People need to know that 911 was an inside job. People need to be told again and again about building #7. People need to know about Mohammed Atta on Jack Abramoff’s gambling boat and about PNAC and who is in PNAC. People need to be told the truth about Iraq and Iran and all the other places in the gun-sights of the psychopaths. People need to be told that the Zionistas control most every aspect of the media and that is easily proven at any time and every argument otherwise is bullshit and that has to be said.

People need to be reminded that Ariel Sharon told Shimon Peres that he didn’t have to worry about America because, “we control America.” The powers that be can’t disprove any of these things and thousands more I could mention. They can’t disprove them because they are true and the evidence is there. They can try to shout us down… They can tell more lies… They can try to marginalize and slander us but you cannot disprove what we say because it is the truth. End of story.

Somebody has to say these things so why not me? Why not you? Somebody has to say these things. Ron Paul is saying certain things and I agree with him. To me he appears to be telling the truth and he appears to be sincere. I will stand corrected the day I learn otherwise. Thank you for your patience in reading this post. I’ll be in the rubber room if you need me.

Footnote; I read this a few times before I posted it and my initial intention was just to toss it. Then I thought about the people who would read it. Some would find it entertaining. Some would get it and, due to certain features in the presentation, accept it as true. Others would take a ‘who knows?’ position and a certain portion would get pissed off and flames would dance on their head. I figured with all of that going for it I might as well put it up. Besides, that’s just how it is."

i've found this article written by an artist (he signs as 'les visible') at smoking mirrors that is one of his three interesting and visible blogs

well, i don't know if he'll post the comment i did there so i decided to blog this here ahahahaha

man, thanks for this blog and your writings... (fortunately we can still find some sanity signs, at least in the internet!!! i've got here through the codshit link, ok?)
i'm not even a north american citizen, so i'll not vote in the next US elections etc, etc.. but i'm a citizen of this world and i'm pretty concerned and worried (specially as i'm a father as well) about the way things are going on, here on earth, right now, most of all, due to the American foreign policies and it's allies or the so called "coalition forces" in their "task" in the middle-east... not to mention, the unacceptable way that Estate of Israel and it's arrogance exists, or the next planned "war-step" through Iran, wow man, i don't even like to think about it, ...it's scary!!!
well, i first heard about Ron Paul in that interview he gave to Aaron Russo for his "America - freedom to fascism" and i must confess i couldn't even believe i was hearing that from a republican congressman's mouth... and since than i was paying attention to this very sensible, intelligent and interestingly aware politician... and i started to believe that it would be possible that someone although inside the politics could be actually outside "the system" ...however, i'm always afraid about the possibility of a hoax (much, in this case, due the use of the word "revolution" and much more with that that red word "love" reversed inside it) but... again as a father, i'd rather believe Ron Paul is not a hoax (as a plan B, C, F or Z from the illuminati, pushing us a "New World Saviour"), and, to keep some faith in anything, i truly believe he's the best possible option for the next elections, even if i think that, if it's true and he's not with them, they'll kill him as soon as he gets near to something like win the elections or at last if he starts to raise too much at the election polls... than becoming an actual menace to their N.W.O. plans...
IF I WAS A NORTH AMERICAN I WOULD SURELY VOTE FOR HIM!!!!!
that's it, thank you again, and sorry about my poor english and this too long comment...
hugs, and good luck
m.

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