love

life

many feelings for the same event

factum

algumas marcas são indeléveis

blogstuff

parabéns!!!

resistência eletrônica: ...4 anos hoje, virtualmente aprendendo a falar, andar, chorar, nutrir, gargalhar, trocar, perder, ganhar, amar, fazer, crescer, contar, viver, ouvir, ser, multiplicar, somar, informar, linkar, esperar, correr, plantar, sorrir, duvidar, gritar, corresponder, cantar, mostrar, esconder, informar, plantar, colher, resistir, traduzir, narrar, completar, ...e tantos outros verbos que não cabe enumerar ...tudo certo, vamoaê!

p.s. ...tanta coisa!

now, it's just about to come!

our personal dramas seems quite nearer but... come on people...
WE'RE IN BIG TROUBLE!!!



...and i don't exactly know what to do by knowing this!

some good links: NHF, ANH

don't even know what to think...

THE END(?)

...of couse not! is it sad? yes it is! who's right, who's wrong? does it matter? i don't think so! ...i can only have all those memories... even that last incredibly happy last bathtime we had there!!! so much fun! to promote that very emotional moment to a friend, as he said, by watching (for the first time in his life) 'the great gig in the sky' being played alive on the piano! ...and that other moment alone, when everyone was quietly sleeping, by the moonlight... when i was looking at all those wooden stuff... and i felt it was the last time... i could recognize how certain that feeling was... and i felt the very same looking at that word LOVE secretly written on the wall... and all love moments lived there... oh lord! so fucking good they were!!! ...and they (the moments) are so many... that i could spend ages just joyfully remembering them...

well... do i deserve what's happening now? yes, of course i do! since i decided not to follow the society rules... not to wish or want what the society wants me to want or wish... since i don't want to get more rich and/or more famous... since i never wanted to get "my rights", inheritances, goods, assets, ...since i don't want to sell my soul, sell my-self, sell my works, ...since i've decided to give what i do, instead of selling it! ...and that's it, i could only be labeled as crazy or so ...since i've tried to solve this "problem" personally and tete à tete instead of lawfully... when i tried to pay "my debt" only with the right ammount of money and quite a nice dose of good human sense, instead of documents, lawyers, fines, interests rates and taxes, etc, etc, etc... all that burglary stuff (!) ...oh shit, how poor these people are!!!

well... my dear sons... this unfair society will take that piano from you... from us... but they can only take what we "have"... but not what we "are"!!! ...lots of good art works and fine art tools and materials will be lost! what a pitty! whatever... anyway, all those things where never meant to be "mine", ...once i allways thought them as public, as those things actually always were, so, they ("the public") are losing it! ...and we? we are the artists, we can make whatever we want... anytime! they just follow the rules! ...and they've lost all the fun! let's keep our souls light and clear... ready to have any the fun we feel we deserve... and do and make whatever we want, anytime, anywhere!!!

wet movie...

acqua from Artwins Yesitdoes on Vimeo.

doubt

rock 'n' roll

(for gertrude and friedrich)

she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she you she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she me she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she us she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she and she she she she them she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she she...

roles...

ahahahaha

image&sounds

...from the very same trip

nothing much...

almost...

but... fortunatelly, as it was just an"almost"... it won't be on television this night, will not be on the front page tomorow, cause almost nothing is what happened... and there's no casualties, no victims... except for the driver himself! poor one! i hope he's ok! ...and after all... everything went so smooth that most of the people didn't even notice what happened.
sumarizing: the bus driver (probably very sick... "two days on diarrea and vomit ...and no food at all" as he after admited.) has got unconscious while pretty inside his function, yep, he fainted driving our bus downhill! ...and when the bus was slowly getting out of the road (going down from this 1700 mt. high mountain road)... a cop (that was just taking a ride down the hill ...and fortunatelly refused to take a seat in the bus and has stayed just beside the driver) draw that the bus was going a little out of track and as he tried to ask the driver "what was going on?" he noticed the driver was knocked out on the stearing wheel... and quickly jumped on the driver's lap and stopped the bus!
yep, that's it! almost nothing has happened! ...but, as always, almost everything could... and sometimes it gets just a little bit more visible! ouh...

and after exactly a year...

woah!

(did we do this perhaps to celebrate?)
(was this "timming" ...unconscious?)

- ... !
- what ('re) you thinking?
(...)
- ...kiss
(...)
- ...frightened!
- i know, ...me too!
- ...danger!
- ...yep, pretty much!
(...)
- we're crazy
- yes we are...

(This is a work of fiction. Any similarity to actual people,
organizations, places, or events is purely coincidental)

certain songs...

possibly maybe

Your flirt finds me out
Teases the crack in me
Smittens me with hope

Possibly maybe possibly maybe
possibly maybe

As much as I definitely enjoy solitude
I wouldn't mind perhaps
Spending little time with you
Sometimes
Sometimes

Possibly maybe probably love
Possibly maybe probably love

Uncertainty excites me
babe
Who knows what's going to happen?
Lottery or car crash
Or you'll join a cult

Probably maybe possibly love
Probably maybe possibly love, possibly

Mon petit vulcan
You're eruptions and disasters
I keep calm admiring your lava
I keep calm

Possibly maybe probably love
Possibly maybe probably love

Electric shocks?
I love them!
With you --> dozen a day
But after a while I wonder
Where's that love you promised me?
Where is it?

Possibly maybe probably love, possibly
Possibly maybe probably love, possibly

How can you offer me love like that?
My heart's burned
How can you offer me love like that?
I'm exhausted
Leave me alone

Possibly maybe possibly maybe
Possibly maybe

Since we broke up
I'm using lipstick again
I suck my tongue
In remembrance of you...

björk

flashback

...nighting away

things happens anyway

meanwhile...

unspecificmessage

when missing the wrong exact target



there's always another one to miss...

kymatica

Ben Stewart's KYMATICA ...uh, something about Human and Universal Conciousness, something about the close relationship between vibration and matter, something about conecting ancient and hidden myths and history, something about sacred geometrical patterns, SOMETHING WORTH TO SEE, TO FEEL AND TO THINK!!!

...be welcome...

meanwhile...

...i'm just working ...mostly to myself ...indeed!

YES WE CAN

They (the banksters) must have been laughing a lot during the presidential campaign ...while seeing the people saying, their own cynical slogan, loud and clear: YES WE CAN! yes sheeple, with your help, yes... we can!

yes we can... delude you, mislead you, deceive you, steal you, yes... we can... fuck you! ...and if you wanna look the other way... it's up to you ...but they'll love it anyway! ahahahaha

...

"Yesterday... all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday"

what a dream

you within
that
so intense
no nonsense!

"Today is the greatest day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow
Tomorrow's much too long"

Peace, Propaganda and the Promised Land

...a very sad piece of truth, once we know



...are we supposed to do nothing about?

sick of people...

who... psychologicaly captive of the system, using that fucking illusion veil they've bought and... in (an also) self inflicted blindness, keep lying hard to themselves, using to: think A, say B and act C ...thinking, pretending, playing or feeling as... independent, rebel, crazy, cool, special, better, smarter, different... only dumping out from their consciences all the shitness WE are causing to our world by being, at least, indiferent and/or silent to it, even if it's to keep some feeling of sanity or something like that but in fact as simple excuse to take part on their own illusion, not bothering themselves on thinking to much about what is quite clear and evident to everyone who wants to see, to understand, and if a good one, try to really grow a beautiful flower in the mud. to say the less! ...and no matter how this delusion came to their lives, nowadays deluded people just piss me off! as if they were so just because of their own mind lazyness, and this kind of lazyness is becoming, to me, not even possible to forgive. people would better actually be lazy to obey the masters, and get angry about this absolutely wrong system we live in. and make some good use of this beautiful anger! well... i know how thinking can be painfull, however, it should hurt a lot more when i feel that something is quite wrong and, just to keep in shape my own protection mask (the so called ego) well enough to go thoroughly unharmed throughout this life, to pretend everything is alright... come on, it's all wrong! ...but anyone can know that this system is designed to, somehow, work like this: for every time i use my debit/credit card to buy any stupid thing, at least a hundred childrem is dying by starvation and ameneable diseases. period! and it's simple like that! but we are mind manipulated, controlled and well encouraged to think that it's not our problem, we are not the saviours of our world, we can do nothing to change it ...and, in the end, i'm just one person and i can't go against the system, it's not my business and, no matter how bad it seems, the system is working as it is, and people have their own destiny, it's in the good hands of god, that's the way it is! those are the facts of life, c'est la vie!

p.s. well, ...despite my childrem swimming pretty happy in their pool, and all the happiness that my loved ones and i can have and achieve by our own means, ...as human beings we're all already fucked! and there are no heroes coming up to save us, and neither will any mercifull god show up to save the poor deluded souls on earth, and even exactly those who are pissing me off! so... it must be the duty of any good human being, barely or well aware of those facts, to wake any other good one up, at least wake them up, to step out of the box, think about and get aware of what actually MUST BE CHANGED, ...even if (at first) it can brings us to any chaotic situation... but then we will see what we can do! and i'm pretty sure it will be better to everyone, ...and to this beautiful planet we live on as well!

something about freedom

...spend 2 hours and 6 minutes of your life watching to this
...and waste the rest of it doing whatever you think you must!

Maxwell, Zerzan, Menard, Tsarion ...how much do we owe to them?

MONSANTO (do pau oco)

MONSANTO... those criminals MUST BE STOPPED!




Deborah Koons Garcia's The Future of Food
by Lily Films

no good

OCCUPATION

CODEX ALIMENTARIUS

THE EARTH HERSELF WAS BORN FREE FROM OUR PRESENCE. (PERIOD!) ...and for millions of years she lived very well and peacefully ...now we're trying hard to fuck her up! (*)

[well, ...if you wanna know the liars version, you can get it: here, here or/ou aqui ]

One must understand the crucial difference between a common law, like: "what's not forbidden is permitted"; and a imperialistic law, like: "what's not permitted is forbidden". ...WHAT BELONGS TO NO ONE, BELONGS TO EVERYONE. This planet (we could call her our mother) and her body as a whole (minerals, animals and vegetables) isn't subject to be owned! So do people, and people's health as well. What those criminals are about to do (and already doing) is simply unaceptable!

Former Canadian Prime Minister Paul Hellyer in his book, “The Evil Empire,” states: “Codex Alimentarius is supported by international banks and multinational corporations including some in Canada, and is in reality a bill of rights for these banks and the corporations they control.”

The Codex Alimentarius Commission, (Codex Alimentarius is Latin for "Food Code" ) based in Rome, Italy, and created in 1963, is an international organization jointly run by the Food and Agricultural Organization (FAO) and the World Health Organization (WHO) of the United Nations. They are as corrupt as FDA... except that it's on a global scale!

They're absolutely the same people who controls: the money, the media, the industries, the laws, the whatsoever fucking else etcetera they want to control, ...our lives included! ...well, these people have no limits at all and they see the world as a giant chessboard, and anytime they see something moving anyhow out of their control, they want it to get in line. And as they see everything as pieces on their board they watch to it all from a very very high P.O.V. and as any good chess player they can antecipate movements, they can forsee reactions... (somehow the same way they manipulated all minds on earth to believe the 911 hoax) and most of all, they can, through the media, set up our minds to believe they are doing what they do ...for our best! yeah! They are (t)here to protect us! ...however, for now, think about it...

What could be better for the PHARMA industries? A healthy population, consuming healthy and natural good food? A population whose the food resources and suplies could come from our neighbour who produces a quite good homemade cheese? ...people buying some fruits that comes from a nearby orchard?

With “Codex”, any food supplement in a dose that has a measurable effect on the human body (including raising tissue levels significantly) is deemed a pharmacological substance regulated by law. Something like turn an orange small producer as illegal as a drug dealer, just because orange has that "dangerous" vitamin!!!! This codex is simply changing some definitions for many things and substances only to get control on everything once called natural... nutrients and vitamins, for instance, are now being called toxins ...once they can impose laws and statutes on toxins production, transport and commerce.

By the way, that's what this is all about... commerce, business, trade... and of course their sacred PROFIT! Not to mention their secondary goals, for their beautiful domination plans, such as programed depopulation, massive starvations, some controlled illness state, and epidemic diseases, profitable scarcety, chemical stupidification and subservience! ...at last, something like an overall power! ...well folks, Codex Alimentarius will go into global implementation by December 31, 2009, unless We, the People, avert it! ...hummm, keep your seat to not fall down: some alarming data from the Dr. Rima talk:

"...in the WHO 'n' FAO projection, the epidemiological projections... they estimate (NOT I... they estimate, they are the experts!) that just the vitamin and mineral guideline alone, when it goes into global implementation on Dec. 31st, 2009, will result in a minimum of three Billion (with B!...bad, ...big! ) 3 BILLION DEATHS, one Billion through simple starvation, those people who'll die are not particularly economicaly successful from the point of view of the corporations... but the next 2 BILLION... they will die from the preventable diseases of under-nutrition... (!!!) who will live? Probably those people who are wealthy enough and powerful enough to have their own purchers of clean food and nutrients... that's who will live! you and I ? probably not. our childrem? probably not. our grandchildrem? probably not..."

Once natural products will then become illegal... certain things will be imposed like, uh... just take a seat to hear this... "all food will be irradiated"; "every animal must, MUST, be treated with anti-biotics and growth hormones!"...obviously produced by Monsanto! (more "official" info about: here and/e aqui ...onde rola uma propaganda pró-transgênico estilo globo rural... de vomitar! "ô roça bunita!" hehehe)

If you think you’ll get your nutrients from healthy food like fruit, nuts and veggies, think again. Soils are depleted depleted worldwide and fertilizers lack trace elements and organic compounds essential to maintain health.

Big Pharma makes their fortune selling outrageously overpriced symptom-relievers that mask the cause of the problem and often excacerbate it. The more symptoms, the more to relieve. Big Pharma doesn’t like healthy folk. Big Pharma’s own research shows that many modern illnesses never develop, or develop later, or develop more benignly, or are even cured, with proper help of essential nutrients that are lacking in industry-farmed food.

The entire world will have to start complying to Codex Alimentarius now, as it came into effect in 2009, because the WHO threatens severe trade sanctions against any country that dissents. Countries have been bullied by the WHO to sign the treaty - the WHO has nothing to do with health, the WHO is a Big Pharma front, a global pressure group with the clout to coerce nations into submission.

Well, i would love to say that this another WHO is about to control our food sources but... the who wich is coming to our table has pretty less fun and will cause much more damage! oh fuck!

p.s. i'm in a hurry right now, later i'll review and correct this text and give you some other good links, from where i've stolen some texts and definitions.

ok, some info sources: Max Igan; Sarah Vaughter; General Stubblebine and Rima E. Laibow, M.D.

(*) i don't know why but it all reminds me this verse from a Pink Floyd's song

"Her love rains down on me easy as the breeze
I listen to the breathing it sounds like the waves on the sea
I was thinking all about her, burning with rage and desire
We were spinning into darkness; and the earth was on fire

She could take it back, she might take it back some day"